I laid my face on the carpet and wept. "Oh, God!" I cried out. "What can I possibly pray for her? Please, Holy Spirit, tell me what to pray. Pray through me."
You have no idea how you have made a difference to me. Last night after we spoke on the phone I felt an amazing feeling of peace, and somehow I felt empowered. I had not had a night of peace like last night. I felt this calling from God, so much so that I actually moved out of my bedroom and into the guest bedroom, where I have on a shelf and walls various images of angels and Jesus. I felt this was my safe place, closer to God. I then read a comic book (from page 1 until the end) called Cancer Vixen, a gift from a co-worker who is also a breast cancer survivor. I had not read the comic book, it had just sat on my table for weeks, because I felt too depressed and didn't feel right reading something funny. But, last night was different. I couldn't put the book down and read it until 2:30 this morning. I laughed out loud like I had not done in years, and ever with a book. Then, I woke up this morning happy, upbeat, not dragging my self to work, and for the first time in two weeks I actually got to work on time, not 1 hr late. I had a good day today. I came home to realize my son doesn't have school tomorrow, so we played all afternoon. Then I got your card in the mail, and it made me weep, for I now know why I felt so much joy and had so much laughter last night. Thank you for praying for me, and for asking God to bring me joy and laughter! I have no doubt your prayers and sacrifices for me have moved the holy spirit within me. There are no words to express my gratitude. I trust in the Lord that he has a plan for me, and will pray for healing.